So i dont feel like "dominance" but i liked that it had a whip so i chose it... It goes with the crap I went through today - which was, in short, a friend had taken my chain necklace (which if you have not see, is pretty long) and started to whip me with it. WTF? Yah, that what I was thinking, And fuck does it hurt. Take it from me, if you want to be whipped, make sure its something more "skin-friendly" then METAL CHAIN. >_< ow. And make sure you can run like i did, cause being tied down does NOT make things easier. Don't even think about asking how I know that.

But any way... that was my day, that and i just relized that I can run up and down the halls with a sharp kitchen knife and big sissors in hand, and the teachers/staff wont even notice. This school is fucked up. I could have killed someone... but i didn't. as much as i really really REALLY wanted to stab those stupid little kids in myart class that keep asking me if i worship satn ( IDONT!!!) and many perverted (and STUPID) questions... DIE DAMN YOU!... um... so there. (But i mean I had a KNIFE at school, in the open, and they did not even notice! wtf...)


...."Well fear this,
Cause I'm breakin' through the walls of your nightmare
Wake up: time to die
The way I'm livin' there is no compromising it
Better get ready for
Another suprise and it - may leave a mark
Beacause I'm coming fast
Plantin' thoughts in your mind
And droppin' plates on your ass

Well here I come
I'm droppin' plates on your ass

Well here I come
I'm droppin' plates on your ass bitch
You never mind and you don't need this
Well here I come
I'm droppin plates on your ass bitch..."

Um so... Disturbeds stuck in my head...

"Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
Why does it sound like the devil is laughing
Leaving me haunted tonight
You did decide

Ever haunted, by the trappings of this life
Sweet redemption, just in front of me
Well now, it seems once again that I've lost another
One of the one's that have broke through the wall
Damned
Fate won't compromise
I have sold my soul,
And now the devil's laughing
You did decide"

Like you really needed to hear anyof that. I'm bored... intertain me please...

fucking love me,

love,

me

(lol - another quote from the wonderful ME: "don't fucking hate me - fucking love me... or switch it around and have some fun: loving fuck me "